Video #5 - Early 8th month anniversary present? o.o
Again, I made a video with my favorite cartoon, I’m sorry but it fit the song and it’s one of the songs that I dedicated to you in that playlist so I thought it was perfect. Hope you like it. I love you, baby.<3 :]
I love you angel and all the presents I got. <3
and again sorry that I look like hell, there’s something playing in the background, my mom entering the room and me being silent the whole time…practically. What can I say? You got me speechless and smiley with all of it. :]
Video #4 - Random video/possible early 5th month Anniversary present, xD
I know it’s The Little Mermaid and it’s my favorite and not yours but, eh what the hell, I love the song, it reminds me of you, xD so yeah. I hope you like it anyhow babe.
Video #3. - Forth Month Anniversary Present.
September 28th 2009. Why that date? Well that is the day I made this video. I know it has no significance to why I’m posting this video. But nevertheless the year does anyhow. I made this over two years ago now. Yes, the quality of the video is horrendous but never mind that. Look past the quality and the characters in it. I made this for a reason at the time. The reason? I made the video because of dreams I kept having. And when I mean kept having, I mean years. I’ve had those dreams for years, over a couple years at that time, even after that I kept having them. The dreams were about a person. Not any mere normal person, no. They were about a person, the most important in my life, someone I have never met. The dreams were so vague. I had no clear picture of who they were, how we met either. I just knew the person was a girl and at the time let’s just say I wasn’t too convinced I liked girls too. So I thought the dreams were absurd. Me liking much less love a girl in that way? Impossible. But nevertheless, the dreams, the girl in particular made me happy. Gave me hope. Gave me something to wait for. It was slightly like waiting for something that wasn’t real, but I had hope that maybe they were. I mean like the song says.
"You’re everywhere to me. And when I close my eyes it’s you I see. You’re everything I know that makes me believe I’m not alone."
And because of those dreams. I wasn’t alone. No matter how much I wanted to do away with my life, get rid of my own existence. I couldn’t. I couldn’t because somehow, I knew that they were going to save me from the darkness I was in, and oddly enough I knew they needed me too. I know this is bad to say and I shouldn’t say it at all but even when I was with people before, especially my previous girlfriend. I still kept having those dreams. And you know what? I never felt she was the one. No matter how much I fooled myself in think she was, I knew deep down she wasn’t. She never was. During then I had given up on the dreams. I just thought they were fantasy, some fairytale dream that I shouldn’t depend on. So I threw them away. I never had the dreams again. Until recently. I started having them in lately April again. Why I didn’t know. But I had the feeling I knew the person. The image of them was still very blurry. But I had the sense I knew them, somehow. A few months later. Afterwards, I started to know them more. And it started coming clearer to me. Although I didn’t know exactly what they looked like, I knew it was them. That person in my dreams that I’ve had for such a long long time, the person was YOU babe. I knew it since April. When I first saw you too, after that day, the dreams they were clear, you appeared in them. The person I kept seeing in them for all that time, was you. I know it seems odd, but I’d like to stick to the fact that you are my fairytale, my happily ever after, my forever after, whatever you want to call it. You’re it. I am never going to ever give up on that or you and our love. I know I’ve said this before but you’re stuck with me for the rest of your life babe, and there is definitely nothing you can do about it. I love you. Forever now and eternity always. I promise.
"You’re in everyone I see. So tell me, do you see me?"