“You’re everywhere to me. And when I close my eyes it’s you I see. You’re everything I know that makes me believe I’m not alone.”

And because of those dreams. I wasn’t alone. No matter how much I wanted to do away with my life, get rid of my own existence. I couldn’t. I couldn’t because somehow, I knew that they were going to save me from the darkness I was in, and oddly enough I knew they needed me too. I know this is bad to say and I shouldn’t say it at all but even when I was with people before, especially my previous girlfriend. I still kept having those dreams. And you know what? I never felt she was the one. No matter how much I fooled myself in think she was, I knew deep down she wasn’t. She never was. During then I had given up on the dreams. I just thought they were fantasy, some fairytale dream that I shouldn’t depend on. So I threw them away. I never had the dreams again. Until recently. I started having them in lately April again. Why I didn’t know. But I had the feeling I knew the person. The image of them was still very blurry. But I had the sense I knew them, somehow. A few months later. Afterwards, I started to know them more. And it started coming clearer to me. Although I didn’t know exactly what they looked like, I knew it was them. That person in my dreams that I’ve had for such a long long time, the person was YOU babe. I knew it since April. When I first saw you too, after that day, the dreams they were clear, you appeared in them. The person I kept seeing in them for all that time, was you. I know it seems odd, but I’d like to stick to the fact that you are my fairytale, my happily ever after, my forever after, whatever you want to call it. You’re it. I am never going to ever give up on that or you and our love. I know I’ve said this before but you’re stuck with me for the rest of your life babe, and there is definitely nothing you can do about it. I love you. Forever now and eternity always. I promise.